i know i haven't exactly been online a lot lately but so much shit has been happening in my life that i just can't be fecked anymore.
to keep it short, here's the list:

i found out EVERYTHING that my father has told me in the past 16 years of my life is a lie
i've got a hormone imbalance thats left me in constant pain
i've probably failed my art gcse because of it
i haven't been eating, and finally...
it probably won't make much sense but i just feel so fucking lonely lately that i can't even be bothered to leave the house anymore. i just sit in my room waiting for the days to float past...

i do love a lot of you on here but i don't want to spend anymore time on an unresponsive internet.
if anyone wants to stay in contact, i'm not on facebook anymore but if the note ~LeCirqueDuMort she can give you my email and or my skype account details.

wish me luck,
jen out.x